Month: September 2009

  • Changing The Purpose

    Logion 66 is another one of what Pursah called "prequels" to the NT, sayings in Thomas which were clearly later quoted by the writers of the "canonical" gospels, who wrote some twenty or more years after the Thomas gospel. The same idea comes back in several places in the NT, so we have some immediate familiarity with it.

    The whole idea running through all of this material is the central notion of changing our mind, metanoia in the Greek of the New Testament. Clearly, to follow Jesus to the Kingdom not of this world, entails a completely different mindset, thought system even, so what's useful in this world is useless in the Kingdom and vice versa. We seek the world as long as we're running away from home, all the while building defenses to keep God and Jesus away from us, and those defensive structures are of no use to us in the Kingdom. Jesus on the other hand says, give me the stone you rejected in building your castle in this world, for that is the cornerstone, once we start on the way home. In other words, the things that were of no use in building up the ego's defenses, are now extremely useful as our purpose has changed. This same underlying theme of an either/or choice and a radically different purpose is reflected in different ways in many Thomas Logia, e.g 89, 100, 107, 110, and many others. It is also a familiar theme in A Course in Miracles, as the thought systems of the Holy Spirit and the ego are mutually exclusive.

  • Taking Care of Business

    In terms of concepts from A Course In Miracles, the parable of Logion 63 is definitely speaking in terms of level two, the level of the world and duality. It addresses the ego's schemes for ensuring its own survival, ultimately ensuring that the future is a repeat of the past, and ending up missing out on being present in the eternal now.

    The cute story line of the rich man who took care of business, and most importantly, took care of tomorrow, and then died the next instant, makes the point in a very graphic way. This is certainly a very central point of Jesus's teaching as we also know it from the Course. The ego's strategy keeps an imaginary past in memory in the present (so that I'm never really present, for to be really in the present would be to be in eternity), and reacts from those past emotions to who and what we meet today, thereby setting up a future that becomes a repeat of the past in a different form, and in effect ensuring the results it is seeking to prevent. So we are shadowboxing while we think we're taking care of businesses, or fighting windmills, à la Don Quijote. The following passage from the Course highlights how the ego's sleight of hand works:

        The ego has a strange notion of time, and it is with this notion that your questioning might well begin. The ego invests heavily in the past, and in the end believes that the past is the only aspect of time that is meaningful. Remember that its emphasis on guilt enables it to ensure its continuity by making the future like the past, and thus avoiding the present. By the notion of paying for the past in the future, the past becomes the determiner of the future, making them continuous without an intervening present. For the ego regards the present only as a brief transition to the future, in which it brings the past to the future by interpreting the present in past terms.
        "Now" has no meaning to the ego. The present merely reminds it of past hurts, and it reacts to the present as if it were the past. The ego cannot tolerate release from the past, and although the past is over, the ego tries to preserve its image by responding as if it were present. It dictates your reactions to those you meet in the present from a past reference point, obscuring their present reality. In effect, if you follow the ego's dictates you will react to your brother as though he were someone else, and this will surely prevent you from recognizing him as he is. And you will receive messages from him out of your own past because, by making it real in the present, you are forbidding yourself to let it go. You thus deny yourself the message of release that every brother offers you now.
        The shadowy figures from the past are precisely what you must escape. They are not real, and have no hold over you unless you bring them with you. They carry the spots of pain in your mind, directing you to attack in the present in retaliation for a past that is no more. And this decision is one of future pain. Unless you learn that past pain is an illusion, you are choosing a future of illusions and losing the many opportunities you could find for release in the present. The ego would preserve your nightmares, and prevent you from awakening and understanding they are past. Would you recognize a holy encounter if you are merely perceiving it as a meeting with your own past? For you would be meeting no one, and the sharing of salvation, which makes the encounter holy, would be excluded from your sight. The Holy Spirit teaches that you always meet yourself, and the encounter is holy because you are. The ego teaches that you always encounter your past, and because your dreams were not holy, the future cannot be, and the present is without meaning. (ACIM:T-13.IV.4-6)

    Conversely, to see "the face of Christ" in our brothers, in everyone we meet, requires that we forgive completely and accept the Atonement for ourselves, so that we finally can be present in the present, and not building special relationships based on our projections, but joining with our brothers in that eternal present, and letting the Holy Spirit direct our steps. The story of Logion 63 is a stark reminder of the total pointlessness of the ego's strategies, for as the modern saying goes, "you can't take it with you," and in the example of the rich man ensuring his riches into the future, only to die the next day, this is demonstrated rather graphically. The point is that the ego really robs us of the present, which is the only time there is, and it substitutes its illusions.

    The "other" choice is portrayed in the Course as follows:

        When you come to the place where the branch in the road is quite apparent, you cannot go ahead. You must go either one way or the other. For now if you go straight ahead, the way you went before you reached the branch, you will go nowhere. The whole purpose of coming this far was to decide which branch you will take now. The way you came no longer matters. It can no longer serve. No one who reaches this far can make the wrong decision, although he can delay. And there is no part of the journey that seems more hopeless and futile than standing where the road branches, and not deciding on which way to go.
        It is but the first few steps along the right way that seem hard, for you have chosen, although you still may think you can go back and make the other choice. This is not so. A choice made with the power of Heaven to uphold it cannot be undone. Your way is decided. There will be nothing you will not be told, if you acknowledge this.
        And so you and your brother stand, here in this holy place, before the veil of sin that hangs between you and the face of Christ. Let it be lifted! Raise it together with your brother, for it is but a veil that stands between you. Either you or your brother alone will see it as a solid block, nor realize how thin the drapery that separates you now. Yet it is almost over in your awareness, and peace has reached you even here, before the veil. Think what will happen after. The Love of Christ will light your face, and shine from it into a darkened world that needs the light. And from this holy place He will return with you, not leaving it nor you. You will become His messenger, returning Him unto Himself. (ACIM:T-22.IV.1-3)

    All of these issues are so primordial that we recognize them immediately, and the image of Logion 63 is a classic. The alternative that's posed by Jesus's teachings invites us, not by blindly accepting his authority, but by following him, in trusting the steps he shows, and validating through our own experience that it works.

  • The End Of Ambivalence

    One fundamental confusion in which the ego keeps us trapped is that the thoughts we think we think are not our real thoughts. (c.f. ACIM:W-10, W-15) They are the ripples on the surface of a mind that thinks it is now an ego, and has forgotten anything else but the surface, and has no more inkling of the vast body of water underneath the surface, which is nonetheless there. As the Course puts it, we have become mindless by choosing the ego. So we think that the deliberations of what the Buddhist calls the "monkey mind" are really thoughts, when all they are is a cover over thoughts, to distract us, and make sure we don't remember we have a mind.

    Logion 62 proposes the alternative. Here Jesus says that he discloses his "mysteries" to those who are ready for them, and adds the exhortation, not to let the left hand know what the right hand is doing. What he means is not to engage in the ego's deliberations of "on the other hand," but rather to simply follow our "right hand" and follow Jesus, who thus can disclose his mysteries, because we have given up our reliance on the duality and ambivalence of the ego mind. We follow him onto the firm ground of the certainty of spirit, where there is no further ambivalence. His "mysteries" then also turn out not to be mysterious at all, once you realize that the only problem is that they make no sense in a dualistic world, but they do make sense if we come up to Jesus's level.

    It is worthy of note that the world turns the table on Jesus with the notions of the mysteries of the faith, which are constructs that are designed to prevent us from inquiring into the true nature of things, and thus a protection of the ego thought system. The Course, and Jesus's teachings in general, work the opposite way, that by joining with him we will see through all the ego's shenanigans.

  • How To Know What Time It Is...

    I am the one who comes from what is whole. I was given from the things of my Father. Therefore, I say that if one is whole, one will be filled with light, but if one is divided, one will be filled with darkness.
    Gospel of Thomas, Logion 61 (Pursah version)

    This saying is so beautiful and simple and it expresses the core of what Jesus is to us, in a way that would be immediately comfortable to anyone who has studied A Course In Miracles. He is the elder brother who has gone before us, who has remembered what we are spirit, and the wholeness of God's Son, where all is one and we know we are one and whole. The Love of the Father was extended to him, and so he knows what it is to be filled with light, by remembering that wholeness. However if we are "divided" i.e. believe we can exist separate from God, conducting these dream-lives of ours in the world, we will be filled with darkness, because we will not remember the light and the wholeness of heaven while we're playing at being somebody in this world. It is all very straightforward and plain for anyone to see.

    So, Jesus holds out a simple choice, either we follow him back to the light, or we follow the ego, and stay in division and separation, and live in darkness. That's how simple it gets, and that's how you know what time it is.


  • What Is Life?

    Logion 59 speaks of "not putting off until tomorrow what you can do today" namely accepting the atonement for yourself.

    The terminology this Logion uses - looking on "The Living One" is evocative, and more neutral than"Jesus," and yet more concrete than "the Holy Spirit," for the "Living One" surely is a good indication for Jesus who calls himself (in A Course in Miracles), the manifestation of the Holy Spirit. Here is what it says:

    Look to the living One as long as you live. Otherwise, when you die and they try to see the living One, you will be unable to see.

    This statement simply breaks the ego's spell of time and space by saying in effect, do not buy into the ego's strategy, which always is to have you think there's a future that will be better, and somehow that you can get tomorrow what you need. Jesus's point is that the only time to change your mind is in the now. Putting it off till tomorrow does only one thing, it ensures there will be more of the same. Thus, just like there is  "no life outside of Heaven," (ACIM), the only time to choose is now.

  • On Forgiveness

    Logion 58 is fascinating, because it put forgiveness center stage. The terms doe come up elsewhere in the Jesus literature, but it was not till modern times, in A Course in Miracles, that things really get rolling on the forgiveness front. The reason for this is made clear in Gary Renards's Book The Disappearance of the Universe, rather early on. There Pursah basically explains that within the development of the world, some of the explanation was not all that easy until after Shakespeare, and modern psychology, not to mention quantum mechanics and so on. She in fact makes the statement that it was more rewarding to follow Jesus in this lifetime, after A Course in Miracles, than it was 2000 years ago, for that reason. Ken Wapnick has frequently pointed out the same thing. Hence the explanation of forgiveness in the Course is so important.

    In simple terms, what the forgiveness process of A Course in Miracles entails is a three step process, and it is not at all your grandfather's kind of forgiveness. The traditional notion of forgiveness is really the ego's arrogance, playing wolf in sheep's clothing, for it says I'm so much better (holier, saintlier) than you, I can afford to forgive you, so the whole blackjack game of passing the guilt around continues (read Dan Greenberg's How to be a Jewish mother, if you're in doubt as to how it works). So, contrary to the traditional ditty, it's really guilt that makes the world go round, and what the world calls "love" is really nothing but a cover over love and a way of making the other party feel guilty. And again, if in doubt, check out this scene on YouTube, in Divorce Court of TP Lucas and his wife Rashida Lucas, and the 2nd episode here. This story makes no sense, unless you begin to fathom the dynamics of guilt, and how relationships are forged around bonds of guilt and not of love. Being "too loving" can be impossible to take, if you have a strong sense of guilt, so that love can be very threatening, which is also the theme of Dan Greenberg's gem of a book. So, for the person with lousy self-esteem (strong guilt feelings), love can be threatening, etc. Traditional forgiveness in this context is just another form of being "too loving," for it shoves the guilt back at the other person, and it is an attack. Again, this is a game of blackjack, and the last remaining holder of the guilt (black jack) loses.

    Forgiveness as Jesus means it is different, and with the in depth explanation of it in A Course in Miracles -- and some people have referred to this as Quantum Forgiveness -- it becomes clear why in Logion 58, Jesus says that those who forgive, have "found life," for "life" is not this soap opera of resentments from the past which are artificially kept alive, and which we call "my life." Jesus's brand of forgiveness involves an understanding that we can never be upset at a fact, but only at an interpretation of, or an emotion about, a fact. Further, what is required, is an understanding, at least a beginning glimpse of the mechanism of guilt, and how we're all constantly accusing each other in some way, shape or form for the ontological guilt which results from the fact of taking ourselves too seriously, as in thinking that we exist. Ever since then we're engaged in this soap opera which we call life, where we pass the guilt around. But at some point you may begin to sense that you're really accusing the other of something that you are secretly blaming yourself for, perhaps in a different way. And it dawns on us sometimes by the time we begin to catch ourselves in certain repeating patterns in our lives. The woman who had seven abusive relationships in a row, finally goes to see a therapist, who helps her start to see that she picked them herself, so that she needs to focus on changing herself, not on fixing them, for that only sets her up to repeat the pattern, and so on... So, while the ego is always self-righteous about its position, forgiveness begins when we become willing to doubt if we were "right:"

    1. Thus the first step of forgiveness is to wonder in the words of the Course: "Would I accuse myself of this?" This way, we stop projecting and start wondering about our own part in the situation.
    2. Looking at the situation with Jesus or the Holy Spirit (or whoever works for you in that role), which means to overlook it, see it for what it is without judgment, for the "judgment" of Jesus and the Holy Spirit is total love - nothing happened, just a silly mistake, which you can let go now.
    3. To let the situation go in the hands of the Holy Spirit, and wait until you know what is the most loving thing to do, which will often be nothing, until you are sure of what you should do.

    Here is how the Course says it:

        There is a very simple way to find the door to true forgiveness, and perceive it open wide in welcome. When you feel that you are tempted to accuse someone of sin in any form, do not allow your mind to dwell on what you think he did, for that is self-deception. Ask instead, "Would I accuse myself of doing this?"
    Thus will you see alternatives for choice in terms that render choosing meaningful, and keep your mind as free of guilt and pain as God Himself intended it to be, and as it is in truth. It is but lies that would condemn. In truth is innocence the only thing there is. Forgiveness stands between illusions and the truth; between the world you see and that which lies beyond; between the hell of guilt and Heaven's gate. (ACIM:W-134.9-10).

    The introduction to the Course  speaks of the "obstacles to love's presence" which we need to clear up with forgiveness. Every unforgiveness is such an obstacle, a maladaptive self defense, which would be unnecessary, if only we remembered who we are as spirit, as the Son of God. Forgiveness is the process of letting down our defenses, stopping to defend our silly ego identity, and along with that the memory of our immortal reality is restored to us, so we return home to the awareness that what we really are is pure spirit, and the Son of God, and the Kingdom of God is then indeed our "natural inheritance," as the introduction to the Course calls it. Logion 58 speaks of having found "life," which is the same thing. In the words of the Course, "there is no life outside of Heaven." So when Jesus speaks of life, he is not talking about this shabby existence on this planet, but about the real life of the spirit, in Heaven.

    There is no life outside of Heaven. Where God created life, there life must be. In any state apart from Heaven life is illusion. At best it seems like life; at worst, like death. Yet both are judgments on what is not life, equal in their inaccuracy and lack of meaning. Life not in Heaven is impossible, and what is not in Heaven is not anywhere. Outside of Heaven, only the conflict of illusion stands; senseless, impossible and beyond all reason, and yet perceived as an eternal barrier to Heaven. Illusions are but forms. Their content is never true. (ACIM:T-23.II.19)   

  • The Ego, A Maladaptive Solution To A Non-existent Problem

    The phrase in the title is from Ken Wapnick, and it is one of my favorites from his repertoire.

    You could go one step further and say that the ego creates the problem and offers solutions which ensure the continuity of the problem. Namely, at an abstract level, to follow the basic metaphysics of A Course In Miracles, all the ego is, is the thought of separation, the thought that I could be separate from my source in God. The Course calls that the "tiny, mad idea." Our only problem is that we think it is real, because we have identified ourselves with the thought, and dreamed up a life full of problems, all of which attest to the fact that I'm real, my problems are real, and there really is a world out there, with a past, present, and future, and in which I'm rooted in fear, because I think I've sinned in the past (after all I think I exist, so I offed God), so I feel guilty in the present (about my sin), and I'm afraid of the future - really because I'm now afraid of God.

    Reading this little book by Jeff Foster, has been great, simply because he's coming in from a very different direction, and yet, the way he phrases himself is very recognizable for anyone who seriously studies the Course. Everyone's path is different, and that's fine, but it does help sometimes to see how things can reinforce one another. Unsurprisingly perhaps, Jeff Foster got a lot of inspiration from Krishnamurti, Sri Ramana Maharshi, en Sri Nisirgadatta Maharaj. Certainly the first two were very important pre-cursors to the Course. For one thing Helen and Bill were very fond of the work of Sri Ramana Maharshi, and Helen also was fond of the work of Sri Ramakrishna. This little book is so clear, it could really help a lot of people cut through the clutter of the endless shelves of pretend spiritual literature of today. It's all much simpler than anybody thinks, and in the end it all boils down to the insight that the solutions we come up with merely make real the problem we think we see, so it becomes a chicken and egg situation, and the only way out is to realize that the whole thing is a joke. A Course in Miracles may be a way out for some people, at least it seems to be, but nothing works for everybody. Many people are finding a lot of help with Eckhart Tolle at the moment. It all does not matter, whatever works for you is fine.

    In terms of the Thomas Gospel there are numerous statements which chime in with the notion that we'll be happier if we stop trying to solve the nonexistent problems, which merely perpetuate the problem. We cannot choose the solution because that reaffirms the problem. And so the path in one form or another is one of undoing, since we are already there. Logion 1, right away implies the possibility of a pretty disruptive perception shift, so does Logion 2, and this theme really plays throughout all the sayings. Clearly Jesus looks at things a bit different than we are wont to do, and he's trying to get us to see it his way. Logion 3 introduces the very clear notion that the Kingdom is within, and not a far away travel destination. Then it introduces the clarification that it revolves around knowing yourself, and that when we truly know who we are (spirit!) we will know that we are one. In recent posts I have been discussing several other Logia where the notion of the immediacy of the Kingdom, such as Logion 51, comes up.

    Again, Jeff Foster writes about similar notions without any particular reference to the Course, but it may be interesting to some students as a conceptual parallel, and in a very condensed form, yet very simple, straightforward, and accessible. In short, this little book comes highly recommended.

  • Did You Mean Poor or Poor?

    Logion 54, is another gem, and a "prequel" to the NT, because it is quoted in the canonical gospel literature (Mt 5:3, Lk 6:20). And it has caused its fair share of misunderstandings by being taken literally, all of which revolves around guilt. Within the Jesus material this expression "poor" is obviously closely related to the idea of "rich" as in why a "rich man" is unlikely to enter the Kingdom. What Jesus evidently is talking about is riches and poverty in worldly terms, but he never addresses the physical, the specific, the concrete - he warns us all along that it all comes to us ("those outside") in parables - so he is talking about "valuing the valueless," as the expression goes in the Course. I.e. we spend most of our time being rich in the things of the world, which are worthless, not just possessions, but especially special relationships. They are valuable to us because they reconfirm the false self. Thus the ego reckons them to be of value. The subtle difference here is that you can be wealthy and not very attached to money, or wealthy and be a miserable scrooge. So none of this is about the amount of things anyone possesses, but about how much stock he sets in the things of the world. Simply therefore, the more we value the things of the world, the more we block ourselves from the Kingdom - it just all gets in the way.

    Another way of looking at this misunderstanding, is that it's part of the ego's basic lack of comprehension, because within the framework of the dualistic consciousness of this world of time and space, it is bound to take the appearance at face value, because not to do so necessitates questioning the ego itself, which is a no no (to the ego). This is why Jesus says, that to "those outside" it all comes in parables, for unless we are "inside" with Jesus, we are destined to take this world literally. When we join with Jesus (in the mind) and "follow him" (in the mind), we will see that everything in the dualistic world is just a symbol, and it's up to the chooser if we want to be in hell and choose to look at it with the ego, or if we want to play with the nice kids in Heaven, and look at it with the eyes of the Holy Spirit, or Jesus.

    "Poor" therefore in the context of this saying is similar in meaning to the "alone" we've found elsewhere. It is like the cleaning out the Augias stables in Greek mythology, just ridding ourselves of all the extra baggage which is holding us back. This is what the forgiveness process of the Course is all about as well. It's those attachments to "old stuff" which are the "obstacles to love's presence," which the Course talks about, and as long as we cling to them, we shut ourselves out of the Kingdom. The story of the ego, is simply a pile of resentments from an imaginary past (for it does not exist except in my memory), which in catch-22 manner, which would do Yossarian proud, are used to replace our vision in the present with the perception based on the past, thus justifying decisions in the presence which reinforce the ego and the separation, and thus validate the past. When we no longer choose for the past and the ego, the Kingdom is simply ours, for it always was, we simply suffered a bout of amnesia while we followed the pied piper that is the ego.

    In short, Jesus meant "poor" as not invested in the values of the world, which would make us rich in the eyes of the world, but poor in spirit, for they are the idols which are the ego's magical spell, which keeps the spirit outside. Conversely "poor" in worldly attachments, would make us "rich" in spirit, for ours is the Kingdom.

  • When Oh When?

    If the ego is a maladaptive solution to a non-existing problem (one of my favorite expressions from Ken Wapnick - see him here on Self-sabotage), then the game of expectations is a beautiful variant of how the ego's slight of hand works. It really works like a bad management consultant who first charges you money to steal your information, and then turns around and sells you their solution to a problem you never had. Logion 51 is all about that. It is yet another way that Jesus points out in the poignant praphrasings of the Thomas Gospel how the Kingdom is not elsewhere, but it is right here, except we don't see it.There are numerous ways that this theme comes up in the Thomas Gospel, and it has interesting parallels in the Course. Logion 3 is another powerful expression of the same idea. The whole point is that the Kingdom is within, and it is only our choice for the ego that shuts us out, conversely it is our choice for the Holy Spirit or Jesus, by which we become chosen, simply because we'll remember that we always were. We set up the problem we are trying to solve, and the harder we try to solve it, the more we'll have it. Here is one way this is addressed in the Course:

    The secret of salvation is but this: that you are doing this unto yourself. No matter what the form of the attack, this still is true. Whoever takes the role of enemy and of attacker, still is this the truth. Whatever seems to be the cause of any pain and suffering you feel, this is still true. For you would not react at all to figures in a dream you knew that you were dreaming. Let them be as hateful and as vicious as they may, they could have no effect on you unless you failed to recognize it is your dream. (ACIM:T-27.VIII.10)

    So, we are the ones who chose the separation, which is why we don't "see the Kingdom," for the attack we see, is a mere reflection of our own self-attack in choosing the separation, which never happened in the first place. Just like with banging your head against the wall - it feels so good when you stop - as soon as we stop choosing the separation, our eyes will open to the reality of what the Course calls "the real world." Finally the Course also says this:

    The journey to God is merely the reawakening of the knowledge of where you are always, and what you are forever. It is a journey without distance to a goal that has never changed. Truth can only be experienced. It cannot be described and it cannot be explained. I can make you aware of the conditions of truth, but the experience is of God. Together we can meet its conditions, but truth will dawn upon you of itself. (ACIM:T-8.VI.9:6-11)

    "It is a journey without distance, to a goal that has never changed," the Kingdom is all around you, except you don't see it. Instead, what we do is re-enacting the separation constantly, and reinforcing the ego's presumed "sin" because we want to keep the ego alive, because we are thinking in our deluded state that we are our ego. Again, here is how the Course describes the psychological dynamic of how we keep the ego alive, and ourselves in hell:

        It is reasonable to ask how the mind could ever have made the ego. In fact, it is the best question you could ask. There is, however, no point in giving an answer in terms of the past because the past does not matter, and history would not exist if the same errors were not being repeated in the present. (ACIM:T-4.II.1:1-3)

    So the undoing of the question is in stopping with banging your head against the wall, or in this case stopping with empowering your ego, by voting HS instead, and the subtlety which the Course teaches is that the Holy Spirit does not appear on the ballot in this world, and we choose Him by not voting EGO. That's as simple as it gets. Simple, if not always easy. Jesus does believe in truth in advertising, but at times he does take poetic license with us, but always with the ultimate goal of getting us to smile at our own silliness. The Course again:

    How long, O Son of God, will you maintain the game of sin? Shall we not put away these sharp-edged children's toys? How soon will you be ready to come home? Perhaps today? There is no sin. Creation is unchanged. Would you still hold return to Heaven back? How long, O holy Son of God, how long? (ACIM:W-pII.4.5)
  • Alone And Chosen

    Logion 49 is certainly one that makes you stop and think. It picks up some familiar themes. To be "alone and chosen" is a curious expression, at least at first.

    Evidently Jesus was much misunderstood by being taken too literally at a lot of levels, and this word "alone" ties in to some of them. The clue lies in such things as Logion 113, which plays upon a familiar theme of looking without seeing, by pointing out that the Kingdom is not some place else or in the distance, but rather it is all around us but we're not seeing it. As A Course in Miracles makes very clear in different ways, one of our problems is that we value the valueless, that we invest in the wrong stuff, the things of the world. And one of our key techniques of shutting out God and his Kingdom is through special relationships, so we should not be "alone." Which then was mistaken as an instruction that we should renounce the world, and later this was combined in monastic life with celibacy - an invention of the 11th century, by the way. It's just one of the many ways in which the ego demontrates how it is a maladaptive solution to a non-existent problem (as Ken Wapnick likes to call it), or to put it differently, how we validate the problem and make it real by means of our solution. But Jesus quite apparently was among people and was married (to Mary Magdalen), but what he explained in the famous statement which is Logion 99 in the Thomas collection, in which he ignores the "special relationships" of the world, and emphasizes that those who do the will of the Father are his brothers, and sisters, and his mother. In short he is not invested in specialness, but in our spiritual brotherhood, in joining in the sonship, and his mission was to invite us to do the same.

    Thus by being "alone" in that sense, of "not invested in specialness," i.e. all that values the ego, which constantly needs to be validated by specialness, we are available to hear what A Course in Miracles calls the Voice for God, the voice of the Holy Spirit. This is also why the Course is very clear that the way out is not to go sit in a cave in the Himalayas, but rather to accept all our relationships as a classroom for going home, if we give them to the Holy Spirit, instead of letting the ego run the show. Thus, being "alone" in this sense of not being "busy" with the world, we are free for our mind to tune in to radio station WHS, instead of WEGO (that's a Gloria Wapnick special), which we've done most of our lives, and which had made us miserable. And again "the chosen ones, are merely the ones who choose right sooner." (ACIM:T-3.IV.7:14), and we are thus chosen by choosing to listen to that Voice.